It Seems As though the oblivious nature of people has wreaked havoc on society. Myself included, for I’m just as susceptible to ignorance. Awakening is not possible without the desire to search. With that in mind, I think it’s healthy, even necessary to wonder, for a time. But eventually, you will come to a conclusion. I have become so disillusioned with the world around me that I’ve actually attempted to separate myself from it. How foolish! There’s no possible way for me to have an accurate view of the world around me without a shift in paradigm, and merely trying to "escape" it, is futile. No, this isn’t escapism; there are drugs for that. What I’m referring to is a revelation. But more specifically, this is a quest for truth! However, since miscommunication is so easy in this climate of oversensitivity and political correctness, I’ll try to put it more simply. It’s not that things are falling apart in my life, just becoming more clear. What's interesting is, I’ve stopped beating myself up so much about things. Even for things that are horrible. It doesn’t matter how well you take care of a plant. If there are weeds sucking that beautiful life source out of the soil, thriving (regardless of the environment) will be impossible.
“...you keep looking but you can’t find the woods, while you’re hiding in the trees”.
- Nine Inch Nails “Right Where It Belongs”
